Last night’s date with The GrownUP was fun.  He and I get along really well.  Nonstop smiling and laughing.  We’re like old friends. And yet there doesn’t seem to be any romantic/sexual chemistry between us.  No spark. Maybe I’m wrong, but I don’t think so.  I’ve been down this road before. Too many times.  FUCK!!!  I’ve [...]

I have a date in a few hours, nothing big, just a late afternoon coffee break. This will be my tenth first day in three weeks. I want to be clear here, this is nowhere near a record for me. I can recall hitting 5 first dates a week for a month solid a few [...]