It’s Time

Happy Effing New Year.

I’m not going to waste your time bitching about how crappy 2012 was, or making promises for the new year.  I’m done with that.  I just wanted to check in, because it’s been a long while. And to say that I’ve missed you. Missed the part of myself who blogs regularly and is a part of this community.  It/She disappeared.

I can’t pretend to know what this year will bring. I’d like to think I can do better. Get back to a more whole, fully-realized version of me. Instead of the broken thing that I’ve become. Hiding. Waiting. Utterly useless.

So here I am. Trying.

It’s all I can do.

I look forward to seeing more of you in 2013.