I know that everyone was all excited about my fun/good date on Thursday night, but there isn’t going to be a 3rd date with Mr. Perfect on Paper. I wish I could say that I didn’t care one way or the other, but that would be a lie. I’m disappointed, but considering everything else that’s gone on in my life in the past few months, it’s not that big a deal.
I can’t assume there is a cause and effect, though. Let’s face it, there are lots of reasons a guy might not want to go out with me again. And truthfully (as I’ve already written) me and Mr. Perfect on Paper didn’t have much chemistry.
Right now I’m just irritated at my spectacularly bad judgement. Must stop opening up and exposing myself to the wrong guys.
I’m writing this, btw, on Sunday afternoon. It just hit me that that date was Thursday night and that was 3 days ago. It took Mr. Perfect on Paper 4 days to get in touch after our first date (something I laughed off as silly “rules” nonsense). So regardless of how much fun (I thought) we had, or what he said about having fun, I can safely assume that he’s just not into me. Or into playing games (which is just so much worse, in my book). Because if he was interested, even a little, I would have heard from him by now. Especially since I told him about my blog. A decent guy, who was interested, would get in touch soon after to let me know that he really was OK with it.
Anyway, rambling and annoyed. At myself. Again.
Tags: blog, decent guy, good date, guy