So I’m away this weekend. Well, I’m still away and it’s Monday and so it’s more of a long weekend. I tweeted about it on Friday as I dealt with airport chaos, delayed flights and screaming children but have been pretty quiet since then.
I’m still not entirely comfortable sharing too many details of my life. Not here, nor on twitter or facebook. And truthfully, not even with most of my friends.
The number of people who I tell everything to is tiny. And I kind of like it that way.
And, in case you’re wondering, there’s only ever been one guy who’s made it into that group. Usually I keep guys at arms length. Not until they earn my trust. Always. Because, honestly, they usually don’t earn my trust.
Which is why it was so hard when the one man who I ever completely trusted turned into a total douchebag. Because it was more than a breakup. More than just another relationship that didn’t work out. More than just another case of my poor judgment.
It was a betrayal of my trust. My hard earned trust.
Anyway, I think I might be babbling. I’m horribly undercaffienated right now, so please forgive me. I’m home by Wednesday and then things return to something resembling normal.
Tags: bad ex-boyfriend, douchebag, friends, trust